Aunties by Adoption
Special Guest Writer: Elisabeth O’Toole is a mother of three children through adoption and a
speaker and writer on adoption topics. She is also the author of "In On It: What Adoptive Parents Would Like You To Know About
Adoption. A Guide for Relatives and Friends" (FIG Press, 2011). For more
information and to read an excerpt from In On It, please visit www.InOnAdoption.com.
When my children find themselves in need of that particular kind of
female attention that only an aunt can provide, the three of them are
lucky to have a large pool of doting women from which to draw. My
sister, my sisters-in-law, my best friends, and my own aunts are smart,
fun-loving, and supremely attentive to them – as skilled in the art of
sneaking a child an extra slice as they are at making each niece or
nephew sure they are an aunt’s true favorite.
When my husband and I began the process to adopt our first child,
these women were our most immediate and staunchest supporters. Adoption
was new to both my husband and I, as well as to our families. As an
expectant mother through adoption, I was very aware that I was not
having the traditional expectancy I had long observed in others and had
expected for myself. “Mother” was going to be a new enough role;
“adoptive mother” was utterly unfamiliar to me.
I now recognize that the aunts were The Great Normalizers of my path
to parenthood. Looking back, I see how these women took on the very
essential tasks of cheering for me; of believing in me; and of
normalizing it all for me.
My closest girlfriends held a baby shower for me. My sisters-in-law
asked how the nursery preparations were going and confirmed that we were
frequenting enough fancy restaurants before a child arrived. My own
aunt presented me with a baby blanket she’d knit years before. She’d
created it in anticipation of the child that I would one day have,
before we ever knew that this child would be adopted. To me, this gift
represented my aunt’s faith in both the rightness of my path to
motherhood and in me as a mother – faith I was still trying to acquire
myself.
At the end of a long and exciting process, my husband and I returned
home with our son. There at the airport was my family, eagerly awaiting
the arrival of their newest member. My sister approached, arms out, and
after briefly embracing me, plucked my son neatly from my arms and
strolled away. Chatting and cooing, she held him close, and with an air
of confidence and entitlement that I, as his brand-new mother, had yet
to acquire. Though I was still in the process of claiming my new role
of mother, my sister was immediately and utterly his aunt, no period of
adjustment or getting-to-know-you required.
A few years later, my sister read the manuscript for the book I was
working on, one about relatives and friends and adoption. As she handed
it back to me, she said, “You know, it’s funny. I never think of myself
as an adoptive aunt. I’m just their aunt.” And she didn’t look very
interested in adding another adjective to that title. I am always my
children’s mother but I am also their adoptive mother; I will be the
mother who raised them but never the mother who gave birth to them. But
to my sister – and many other important women in our lives –they are
simply and fully their aunts, no other qualifiers needed.
Published: November 1, 2011
Updated Photo: Rido81